It is a fearful place, my mind

It is a fearful place, my mind
It is a frightful place, my thoughts
It is the place where ghosts of the past come alive
It is a place where spirits of the dreadful future come alive

It is a fearful place, my dreams
It is a place where i am never alone
It is a place where all mistakes haunt
It is a place where every wrongdoing is repeated

It isn't a fairy-tale, 

It isn't a place with castles and sand
It is a place where fragile valuables break
It is a place where hope gets torn

It is a fearful place, this chaos
It is a place where things i don't wish happen
It is a place with no escape for it is in my own mind, in my head, there just is no escape.

When I Thought I Had Won

Just when i thought i had reached the shore did i realize i had reached a rock in the ocean,
Just when i thought i had climbed the hill did i realize it was a part of a higher mountain.

What i saw was the smaller picture, tip of the iceberg,
What i believed was based on incomplete knowledge,
I hadnt analyzed, i hadn't contemplated,

Give it a thought..

When you look in the mirror, who do you see?
The person you really are or the one who others want you to be?

That Last Moment..

The waves were cold beneath my feet
The sand got stuck in my toes
As soon as the water rushed towards me
I tried to spread my hands trying to take in all that moment had to offer
I wasn’t willing to say my goodbye yet, wanted to stay a little longer..

I haven’t had my share of happiness yet
I haven’t cried away all my pain
I haven’t told the people I love their value
There still is some unfinished business

a passing thought

I walk out of the house to enjoy the rain
the falling drops, the soothing wind
the lightening, the thunder
but then i sit and wonder

that though i want to enjoy nature
i sit in my car and roll the windows down