One last time

With every step forward in the sand
My feet got dug only deeper
I wanted to cover more distance
But my knees only got weaker

The effort was drawing strength out of me pinch by pinch
Every piece of my energy was being sucked out
Yet I walked with all my determination
Even though I knew, soon I would black out

a passing thought

I walk out of the house to enjoy the rain
the falling drops, the soothing wind
the lightening, the thunder
but then i sit and wonder

that though i want to enjoy nature
i sit in my car and roll the windows down

the nightmare

Its late at night
and dark outside
my eyes are tired
and i need some rest..

I climb in my bed
lie on my back
wait till i get drowsy
but the thought of the nightmare keeps coming back

it haunts me like a ghost
doesnt let me sleep