ending all alone

It is easier to cross a dark tunnel
When you see light at the end of it
It is easier to sit through the most horrifying moment of your life
When you have a hand to hold while living it

It gets so much more convenient
To lean on to somebody
To look up to them
To not make your own decisions but have them be made for you
And when it all goes wrong

It is easier to blame it all onto them..

But what if you don’t?
What if you are responsible for everything going wrong in your life?
You then blame abstract things like destiny and luck
But it is just another proof of your unwillingness to strive

Try to become the bird that flies the highest
There is no point in being the one flying fastest
As even if you reach your destination first, you shall be alone
It is better to end later but with somebody sharing the same feeling of loss

So try to find someone who you won't blame for your failures
But someone to share your pain with
Try not to find an escape route always
But try to help somebody else in search of it too
And if anything still goes wrong
You wouldn't need anybody to blame it on to
But will have someone else praying for you too..